amiichan life

Who is this?

2011-05-22T23:11:00.002+08:00

First picture was photo-scaped...(^o^) hoho...

First time after I learnt how to doodle picture...ttreng~

Then, I make it simple...don't wanna to mess up it too much

Anyway,

Sarang Hae You adik-kawaii-donseng-lil'bro

Did I mentioned this is my youngest brother?

Kekekekeke (>w<)

I love him and he is our centre of family

Thank you for coming into our home though

our gap of age just too long...

He might small - like other kid

He's our small kid in the family.

~Thank you very much~

\(^v^)/

The best mom ever, to me

2011-05-08T01:06:00.000+08:00

Truthfully, mother's day should be celebrated on everyday.

Still in enjoying the event, I want to say 'Happy Mother Day'

"A little candle of hopes which carry many pray and doa' is

the only place I ask"

(Posted originally in my social network)

I'm grateful to be brought up into this world, TQ God (^v^)/

Owned by me

2011-05-06T02:06:00.000+08:00

It's my style of sweet talk. I guess I've been developed it recently, take is a coincidence. *Grin*

For my sisterhood (Akhawat-IKRAM IPT Gombak, IIUM)

To all my little ~dongseng~ fighter/mujahidah

"You guys are our (unnie) big heart a.k.a buah jantung...."

I add a little bit, ~dongseng-ah~

"Don't be afraid to close your eyes in the world we'll always together. Unnie's might not always be with you but I know you guys can find us. It just need a little bit courage to head up for us. We also craving your loves to ask for help. I believe as a small voice among the seniors here, we never had any intention to lay a madness hand nor scold for no reason. We pray sincerely for God to spread His wing (blessing) looking out for you and those cheeky smile upon you is the meant"

A song for you,

"Smile an everlasting smile,

you guys smile make our days together sweet creamy-puffy cake

....and the cheery on top is being cheerful forever among ourselves"

I'm a good daughter, is my choice and I'm doing it

I pity them who has bad term with their parent especially the boss/head of family - father - Dad. I can't help it to have this kind of feeling to them. Anyway, I'm grateful for His blessing for giving me a father.

Thank you ~Abi~

One of my moments with him. Question and answer.

My dad asked, "What do you think about Osama bin Laden death?" After some thinking, I replied him little late. I don't know whether he died or not, for sure him as extremist figure of movement. It creates another tension for extremist next reaction. I'm worry about our Muslim Countries as 'the next victim of US'...poverty, death polls, oil prices, obviously will increase...the so-called-proclaimed hero... seriously~

You can says I'm pessimist, not appreciate the peace gained...but there're no total peace without Islam at the end. If I says this to my lecturer Sir Ishtiaaq "What nonsenses are you saying?" Don't get me wrong about him. It just I don't tell by facts. I'm very bad about this...emotional attachment (>_<)v

This comes out from my understanding, what my dad taught me in my early study in political science. It's not the exact words, well...

One of lame jokes pop up in my mind. I asked "What is liberal means?" Answer. "When the fish wants to eat the eagle and the bird want to fly upside-down" (What?) Next question, so what is neoliberalism? When the bird wants to live under water and the fish wants to fly. Strange right? Hoho...(^o^)

My friend replied this and she had a hard time to understand. Yeah, a bit nonsense but I like it.

My latest version on posting,

"I looked at the window as the night swallowed in darkness, nothing to see outside only the reflection of yourself...thought there is a slight of blurry lamp on road. I guess today's daylight might get a glimpse of His blessing. Let's pray together (Qiam) :D"

That all for now, my two weeks holiday written in my social networking.

It was posted originally there.

Wassalam.

*Sea-side sharing.Enjoy*

Look at that crazy fan

2011-03-12T01:59:00.001+08:00

In my hostel TV Room, middle of night - morning - doing my works - listen to music

I came a cross...

A Crazy fan,
Muhahaha...for the past-few days...
In the big tv room
They will shout, laughter and clapping
Making the room 'noisy-fun-lively'
So, these are crazy fans
Most likely the shows about celebrity, entertainment, sport, etc

A crazy fan
Shouting alone-in front of the tv, by her self
It was a heptic scene here in tv room
Everyone else around was concentrated-quite-used
Laptop, wireless, doing their own works
Laughing and clapping...so, amused & funny while looking at her
We only smile and chuckle behind-beside her

A crazy fan
Switch the channel watching movies
Scary-fun-adventurous-good-together
We'll shout together whenever horror or gross scene pop up
There will be someone who turn back from direct contact
With their hand try to close eyes but scrothing to watch between fingers

A crazy fan

~~Reporter~~

Playing around, keep on searching
Oh, sport for tonight!
Malaysian Badminton's player is on the game
Vs. Singapore, who will win? Try guessing.
Everyone when clapping when they win
Everyone saying 'Ahhh....no...' if it is not.

This is how I spend here in TV room
Sometimes I feel annoyed but I choose to ignore & play around
Thank you very much for reading \(^_^)/
Focus doing my work now.
Finish touch for my observation, reported on 00:01:42, 12/03/2011

I'm humming & wondering

2011-02-24T01:36:00.001+08:00

The day I was born
is like an open jar to a new life
Where everything will throw out
and everything will be spill down on floor

Orkid

The day I open my eyes
is feel as
the world is just ain't gonna be easy
Can I go through with it?
Can I make it through?
That's the important question. Smirk.

The day I open my mouth
It sound like a hard-soft-cute-annoy voice
When I speak out it feel likes the day is just too long
When I turn to silent, everyone is worried sick

The day I move around
Seem to be whether is wide or small
Look the world isn't what I expected
Look the world isn't what expected to be

The day I close myself (sleeping)
My head will spin around, over and over

Thinking

Will I wake up again tomorrow?
Will I say something tomorrow?
Can I walk again tomorrow?
But surely not to be born again
Rather,
Why not?
I feel like reborn or change or motivate.
I'm humming & wondering.

I'm yours

2011-02-19T01:31:00.001+08:00

"I'm yours" is...
Beautiful to hear,
Beautiful to see,
Beautiful to hold,
Just too sweet.

But
Will it be mine forever
Yes, everytime I say
Yes, whenever I open my eyes
and I always keep holding on

But,
It was hard...
It was hard to keep on continue
While I was just to short to live
and uncomparable
I wasn't perfect enough
I wasn't that good
so...it was a moment only

"You always there"
"You always here"
"You always near"
"You always the reason I live, breath and died for"

(^_^Smile always

Thank you very much for everything
It is true, I'm indebted.
My core worry is can I repay you back as big what you give to me?
Your greatness
Your loveness
...
"Oh,my Lord the Almighty"

My thought about Pilihan Raya Kampus IIUM/UIAM

2011-02-16T15:09:00.001+08:00

Campus life includes voting session? Yes, I trully agree for this act.

Why must we vote? Is not the representative do exactly what we want. Is not they promise happen in future later. Is not everything they will do benefit to a person specifically. This is the dilemma leave from a memory. A conversation with a friend in the middle of night which standing in front of Safiyyah PG Block.

I still remember my lecture in matric who taught me the introduction of political science. Who? Haha, I don't remember his name. He says sneakily "If you want to choose leader, among the evils, choose the least evil"

I did went to the Student Representative Council Annual Grand Meeting 10/11. It's not to hear about their report on what they do...what the benifits they manage given back to student or universitiy...the solutions on handling social prob's or complains from students...obviously, I don't really care how they use money for students, yeah talk about financial statement....feel like forever...

My intentions is to hear what are the questions given from the students regarding their report. It quite interesting to see some students give questions based on the technical and out-side of the box.

My favorite one is about the OKU student in IIUM regarding their welfare status. It seems that from the report there isn't anything about them. Woo...welfare that night was on red alert.

The best opinion (thumb up) from students was from a sister (cheekily smile) saying that the obvious reason brothers shouldn't comes to sister sport complex is to protect the aurat and obligation of Muslim women. It seem that the right was easily mistook by the person in charge of sport comittees. Lucky you to debate with 'my favorite arabic debate sister' mentioned above.

Well, I concluded. Regardless, the weakness of community/representative/whose side....for the right of individuality, I believe strongly a small step by taking voting is a big responsibility. Who would know later generation might get the best result because of our strong voting for what we all believe. Yes, I'm not a pro-M or aspirasi (parties in IIUM). I'm a person in the side of pro-Shariah. Therefore, I'll vote for what I stand.

Who are you?

2011-02-16T14:13:00.001+08:00

(-_-Tension...

Who are you?

Everyone ~~overview~~ you,

from

Everything throughout ~~see~~ you,

from

Somebody ~~listen~~ to you,

from

Nobody ~~know~~ you,

from

You knows nobody,

from

You listens to somebody,

from

You sees throughout everything,

from

You overviews everyone

That is who you are

p/s: Sorry about my broken grammar... I just do it accordingly without a second thought.

Keheningan 1

2010-12-25T12:16:00.000+08:00

Di hening malam,
Air mata berlinang mengenang
Diriku yang lemah
Diriku yang kurang
Terasa hirisan kecil
Bertaut seribu makna
Tangisan ini sangat pilu
Hiba sehingga bagi yang melihat
Mereka tidak faham
Mereka cuba memahami
Aku bukan mudah difahami
Aku juga bukan memahami
Mungkin itu satu kesilapan
Ku pandang pada bulan di langit
Bintang-bintang berkerlipan
Hitam pula awan & berkepul-kepul
Bertanya-tanya diri ini
Persoalan yang bertubi-tubi
Apakah yang telah berlaku?
Ku panjatkan doa untuk hilang rasa sedih ini
Ku penjamkan mata moga masa berlalu pergi
Kelam dunia makin lama ia tiada
Cerah esok menampal hari
Biar begitu ia di dalam memori
Senyap kelu bersama hati.

Goodbye holidays, goodbye home

2010-12-10T04:11:00.000+08:00

Today,
Today,
Today,
I'm going back
Back to place of study
My room still mess like usual
Dust, falling hairs...everything in on the floor
Thank goodness the toilet seem ok
Sleep is sound so less for last night
I don't feel sleepy
I don't feel for going back, thus, need must be fulfilled
I'll be missing home
No longer shouting, free use, delicious food, safe zone, outing and lazy-bed
Holidays were so nice and I've a good lazy-bone in house, day is like night, night is like day and comfortable as big sis+daugther
Reality is so near yet far [face/deny/ignore]
It might be a heptic morning before I left home
Like usual, not I loss apetite is just I don't feel like eating breakfast. [Butterflies in my stomach]
Last checkup things before going back
I need to sweep the floor, take a bath, change clothes & bring my bottle along...oh, my room~
I love you and I'l be missing you very much
Goodbye, until the next long holidays (>_<)v

Rasyid Rida

2010-10-31T18:18:00.000+08:00

My Summary from my lecturer notes: Rasyid Rida as our Muslim political thinker.

He believes the development of modern Islamic legal system was a fundamental priority.

He rejects the authority of medieval law and distinguishes b/w matters of ritual & worship (fixed & related to social law). It continues to be subject to adaptation and change by successive generations of Muslims. Eg Muamalat.

Islamic reform requires an Islamic government which restore the Caliphate. A true Islamic political system is based on the consultation b/w the caliph and ulama (guardian & interpreters of Isl.law) Thus, the ulama were backward & ill-equipped for modern time. He advocates the development of group of progressive thinkers who could bridge the gap b/w conservative ulama & westernized elites.

There should be political compromise & shift from reformism to neo-conservative.

The ideas of Caliphate bring unacceptance to some Muslim countries. Eg. Turkey - secularism leadership.

This lead to failure of pan-Islamic unity & pol.pragmatism.

He still wanted to revive the idea of Caliphate in universal but accepted the reality of separation state. If it only to avoid further disintegration of Muslims against colonialism.

Therefore revitaltion of community was dependent on Arab Muslim leadership.

He is conservatively opined the west as threat. The liberal nationalism brought by the west threathen to be both religious & politic.

He saw the idea of secularism amongst Abduh's disciples. Eg. Ali Abdul Raziq

He admires the revival of Wahhabi doctrine. The fact is Islam is not the dominant factor in the dev of Egyptian & Arab Nationalism.

Summary of Islam & Nationalism

Nation of patriotism expresses the unity of people regardless their diff religion in eir homeland. No matter what they will cooperate to defend eir shared country. They will fight from being invaded and develop the country.

Islam vies that Muslim obligated to defend their non-Muslim under their ruling & equal treat accordance to Shariah. When they non-Muslim pay dhimmi is to protect their life & property. They were allowed to exempted in joined the war. This had shown the tolerancy b/w people in country.

Patriotism united the Muslim youth to be a good example for the people disregard the differences, cooperating & sense of brotherhood. He is a member of body greater than his people & his personal homeland is part of his religious community. Therefore in making progress means progress of the whole.

Islamic solidarity by Sayyid Jamal al-Din al-Afghani

2010-10-30T23:51:00.006+08:00

My own summary from my lecturer's notes.

Most nations there is a spirit of ethnic solidarity which in turn produces a sense of pride. Those whom this spirit animates are proud of the glorious deeds of their ethnics brothers. Many seeking for truth have come to the conclusion that a strong feeling of ethnic identity must be counted as integral to human nature. Since he will have no idea about his brithplace, perhaps he will be more attached to the place where he grew up. We do not think such as natural to man, but composed of number of accidental attributes which necessity stamps upon the feelings. Man find themselves struggling against the aggression of others. They will formed ethnic units. Then, they will divided into nations. Each of them combined strength in order to preserve their own interest and to safeguard its right from any invasion by another group.Eventually, such is easily disappear as it necessity based on the individualistic racial solidarity.

Judgment belongs to Allah, the Sublime, the magnificient. This secret manifest Muslim's ethnic origin which we reject all clan loyalty with the exception of Islamic sentiment and religious solidarity. Islam religion do not restricted to calling man to truth but it principles are more concerned with the relationships among the believers. It explains the law, defines the excutive power which administrate the law, determines sentences and limit their conditions. It also concerned on goal that regulate the holder of power which he gains neitherby heritage, nor inheritance, nor by virtue of his race, tribe, material strength or wealth. On the contrary, he acquires it only if he submits to the stipulations of sacred law.

The truth of ruler will be Muslim religous, holy and divine law which make no distinction among people. A Muslim ruler has no other privilage than being the most ardent of all in safeguarding the sacred law and defending it. The lawgiver should not take any account of lineage nor of ancestral privilege just to safeguard the right and the protection of people. The Prophet said: "Tribal should not exist among us; it does not exist among those of us who are bound by religion; it does not exist among those of us who die believers. They raised power only because of their obidience to the law and to the intense zeal they display in observing it. The lesson is to set little value on either ethnics ties or racial sentiment but take only religious ties into considerations. Since the possesor of authority maintains religious law and follow it percept means there should not be any revolt or protest against each other regardless their differences while transfer the power.He will not encounter challenges if returning to the original sources of Islamic religious law. His conduct not only can revive of strength but renewal of prequistes of power.

Unlike other religion, Islam view the important of its believer interest in success for worldly life and hereafter. It seeks "good fortune in two worlds. In reality is not the fact. Actually, the schism and divisions which occured in Muslim states originate is because the failure made by the ruler who deviate from the solid principles. They ignore the Islamic faith which built and stray the road followed by their early ancestors. If they return, believe me that God will gives them extensive power and bestows strength like our previous caliphs, who were leader of faith. Therefore, we should act with justice and live in integrity.

[Haha...for my exam paper tomorrow on 3pm. Pray for me]

Dedication for MyUs

2010-10-12T18:56:00.000+08:00

My part in group assignment: Business Jihad

2010-10-12T18:03:00.001+08:00

RELATED TO DAKWAH PERSPECTIVE

Amanah (Trust) implies the responsibility to do what is good and avoid what is evil. From this concept, man as individual has four responsibilities. It was namely, to Almghty God; for his profession; his Society; and himself as individual. Since amanah came from the Almighty God, fulfillment it is considered as worship (ibadah). By worshipping Him in such manner of service, man fulfilling the purpose for his creation and existence, as stated in the Qur’an:

“I have only created the jinn and man that they may serve Me” (51:56)

Since the concept of jihad was good way to converse true meaning of business. It has show a way of man to keep their responsibility not only for his self actualization but also a duty call to the Almighty. Therefore, Islam view the work of business in general, as an activity is much encouraged. If you truly believe working as a duty before Allah you should put the intention for the sake of Allah. Later on not only the business makes a true money but at the same times you get blessed from Him.

Business and trade, Allah categorically permitted to undertake it in surah Al-Baqarah verse 275 says,

“Those who devour interest will not stand except as stands one whom the Evil One by his touch has driven to madness. That is because they say: ‘Trade is like usury’, but Allah had permitted trade and forbidden usury. Those who, after receiving direction from their Lord, desist, shall be pardoned for the past; their case is for Allah (to judge); but those who repeat (the offence) are Companions of fire: they abide therein (forever)

This show that trade should be seeking substance and it is naturally included as one the good deeds. Among those things referred to the Al-Qur’an concerning business include its permissibility, significance, encouragement and those practice should be avoided. Many of ethics of business should be accordance with the Islamic principle. Not only that the indulgence of business should taken as reminder and the rightful conduct of trading must be in careful which man does not separate himself by delaying of his main ‘amal to the Almighty. Al-Ghazali strongly warns against over-pursuit in sustenance through business. He opined that one should indulge in business only to fulfill his requirement. In this part of discussion the framework reminds us to associate business the encouragement with caution.

After we done with ethical issues on business, it better we see the length of business wide spread its wing as the global media dakwah not only in nation for the whole ummah. Business in Islam is one of dakwah islamiyah. The goods that we sell and trade to people is exactly like those who preaching in Islam. It ensures to Muslim in making this business they will get benefit forever regardless for being loss. The profitable confirm for those called themselves as dakwah businessman.

“O you who believe! Shall I lead you to bargain that will save you from grievous Penalty? That you believe in Allah and His Messenger, and that you strive (your atmost) in the cause of Allah, with your property and your persons; that will be best for you, if you but knew! He will forgive you your sins, and admit you to Gardens beneath which rivers flows, and to beautiful mansions in Garden of Eternity; that is indeed the supreme Achievement. Ans another (favour will He bestow,) which you love – help from Allah and speedy victory. So give the Glad Tidings to the Believers” (61: 10-13)

Business jihad must be fully aligned with all the fundamentals of Islam. Otherwise, it would be a mockery of such a noble enterprise and will only result in conflict and contradiction. The world had been dominated by the capitalist sytem which opposite with the Islamic teaching. The concept introduced thorugh the business jihad which done through the Johor Corporation had been proven that Muslim strongly stand to revive back the Islamic economic and gives back the benefit to the ummah. Muslim also can be a competetive and able to do business in global mainstream.

The business jihad becomes the middle path with one can is just and balance. The correction way to be balance is not to be extreme and blind to gain wealth but also protecting oneself faith. Any attempt to make a success of a wealth-seeking shift in world view to prosper Muslims cannot succeed without harnessing an Islam-rooted source of motivational power that is fully aligned with the fundamentals of their faith and consistent with Islam's clearly defined cultural dynamics.

REFERENCES

Abd Jalal bin Basimi. (1999). Islam and Bisnes. Johor Bahru: Masjid An-Nur Kota Raya.

Syed Othman Alhabshi. (1986). Business ethics in Islam. Internal Seminar on Islamic Economic. Kuliyyah of Economic in IIUM.

http://www.jcorp.com.my

http://www.bussinessjihad.com

P/S: Sorry for misusing of words and languages. I'm still not good in writing though...^_^''''

Return after 2 month missing

2010-09-20T13:44:00.000+08:00

Salam'alaik everyone.

Well especially me...hahaha~

I seem so long that I didn't write here which ~~I'm too lazy~~ to write which I'm more to 'I donno what to write about...it seems that my mind just don't cross lately and my study somehow losing control' So, I retreat myself for a moment. But, now I'm back. To write again.

First of all I want to say "Happy Eidulfitri and I want to ask for forgiveness trully from my deepest and sincere heart to eveyone who had visited this small blog and keep on coming"

"I really wish there something I could do or say more to you all.

But for this first return after 2 month missing... I'll cut it short and simple.

Hope to hear a lot of stories about this sweet Hari Raya and I wish this month given me and you values and determination for success. Cause i'm telling you this motivation does come in handy. I mean it most of it to myself as obvious reminder. Haha...

Well, gotta go now. My mind stuck with an assignment. I had brought upon myself a headache just to understand about this topic given 'A success story of jihad economy of Johor Corporation' and my regretful action for dissent my mini homework for class PSCI 3020.

Seriously people 'Do not settle your work at last minute without proper plan cause I'm telling you it can be a bad habit...bad one!'

Hope everything goes well and never give up.

~Let's open heart and wider the screen, your faithfully S Aminah M (Writer)~

Cuti dan Dilemma [BM]

2010-07-06T23:34:00.000+08:00

Selamat tinggal diriku yang dibuai selama 3 bulan

Sebelum mengambil keputusan untuk meninggal semester 2 09/10, banyak perkara yang difikirkan.

Apa yang hendak ku mahu pada cuti kali ini? Memandangkan cuti tahun lepas pada 2008 tidak diisi sebaiknya. Hanya diisi dengan hiburan, kesenangan dan kurang pembacaan.

Ini juga adalah hakikat juga bagi diriku walaupun seorang insan yang sangat aktif beraktiviti Islami di ipta. Hairan bukan? Apabila pulang, mati begitu sahaja. Mungkin ada baik-kurang tapi tidak dapat disimpan untuk bekalan. Tapi ada hikmahnya juga, diri ini terbekal untuk lebih bersungguh-sungguh belajar. Hasil dari cara penerapan autokratif pemikiran untuk mencapai kemahuan dan keinginan. Alhamdulillah, keputusan meningkat bagi sepanjang tahun diriku pada 2008/2009.

Orang mungkin kata dirinya kurang, jahat dan jahil. Menyalahkan pada apa yang telah berlaku. Malah, tidak merasakan tiada ada pilihan sedangkan diri sendiri apabila diberikan peluang yang soleh lagi baik tapi mengatalah pula. Mengatakan tidak ada 'liberty' atau 'ortodox'. Mungkin sahaja mahu menunggu hidayah itu datang. Pelik? Manusia memang pelik. Sekejap begini, sekejap begitu.

Tapi tidak ku pilih begini. Pilihan: Bagaimana? Kerana kurang diri ini, ku tebus semula ketika ada peluang semula di tempat yang banyak beri didalam suasana terlebih-kurang. Pencarian cahaya berjalan seperti biasa, bukan sekadar menunggu. Ini dipanggil, bagaimana ingin merasai kesusahan sebalik kehidupan sekelilingnya amat mudah dan indah. Pain and hardship tends to motivate people for success. Maka, terbukti ku berjaya menangkis. Kamu??

*Catatan: Iman manusia sekejap naik dan sekejap turun. Tapi perlu kita dikalangan yang kurang?

Kembali dengan kisahku yang bermula bagi cuti semester kali ini bermula dari 10/04/10 sehingga 11/07/10. Apa kehendak diriku untuk cuti ini?

Perkara yang dimainkan:

1) Bantu famili untuk perkembangan adik yang paling kecil. Apa yang perlu ku lakukan?

2) Melihat semula modul terbaru sekolah. Perlukan perubahan baru?

3) Ini bertujuan untuk dapatkan duit peruntukan semula untuk kelab. Adakah perlu kembali semula ke ipt semula sementara untuk siapkan kertas kerja kelab?

4) Belajar memasak.

5) Atau. Seperti biasa jalani hidup diriku ketika cuti?

Agak-agaknya apa yang akan berlaku?? Hmm...

[To be continue]

Yeah, fully-June Schedule. Let's Go!

2010-06-19T00:51:00.000+08:00

Don't be ridiculous...hear this important events live!!

Roadshow Schedule for meeting with the Malaysia ex-prisoners of Israel on Mavi Marmara's Ship

19/06/10

1. Larkin Sentral, Johor Bahru: Kompleks Belia & Sukan

Who? Noorazaman Mohd Samsudin & Dr Mohd Arbai'e Syawal

2. Kompleks Pendidikan An-Nahdoh, Pulau Pinang.

Who? Ustaz Al-Hami Husain & Dr Syed Muhd Haleem

Info: Collaboration H.A.L.U.A.N Palestine Bureau with Yayasan An-Nahdhoh. At 9.00pm.

20/06/10 (Night)

Surau Baiturrahman Putra Heights, Subang Jaya.

Who? Noorazman Mohd Samsudin.

Info: Please contact Ust Fakhruddin in +012 6259344 for more information

21/06/10 (8.30pm)

Multimedia University Mosque [MMU] Melaka.

Who? Noorazman Mohd Samsudin.

Info: The topic will be on " Gaza Flotilla, Behind The Enemy Line"

23/06/10 (1.00pm)

Wisma Bank Islam, Damansara.

Who? Noorazman Mohd Samsudin.

24/06/10 (2.00pm)

Blok D7, JAKIM. Putrajaya

Who? Noorazman Mohd Samsudin, Dr Syed Mohd Haleen & Dr Selamat

Info: Sharing moment together with JAKIM

25/06/10

1. Surau Al-Madaniah, USJ

Who? Noorazman Mohd Samsudin.

Info: Will be do it after Maghrib prayer at 7.45pm.

2. Universiti Teknikal Malaysia [UTEM] Mosque, Melaka

Who? Noorazman Mohd Samsudin.

Info: Will be do it during the Khutbah Juma'at.

3. Masjid Jamek Pasir Gudang

Who? Dr Arbai'e Syawal.

Info: Collabration mosque's organization and H.A.L.U.A.N at 8.00pm

4. Malaysia's Parliment

Who? Dr Syed Mohd Haleem & Life Line for Gaza's Team [LL4G]

Info: It will do it on 9.00am. Do come~

26/06/10

1. Masjid Taman Kota Putri Kulaijaya, Kulai.

Who? Dr Mohd Arba'ie Syawal & Ust Hasanuddin

Info: Collabaration Penghuku Kg Sri Paya with H.A.L.U.A.N and MPKu.

2. Masjid Al-Mukhlisin, Alam Damai. Cheras

Who? Noorazman Mohd Samsudin

Info: Will be do it on 7.30pm after the Maghrib prayer.

27/06/10 (7.45pm)

Surau Al Amin Bandar Tun Hussein On, Cheras

Who? Noorazman Mohd Samsudin.

Take note: Who're these people? Read on the news. What the heck you have internet for? Find & Read. Shame on you who didn't come for once. Ok, I know you busy & tired [Smirk] At least, show some respect and support for their humanitarian work. -End-

I, me, myself and mine

2010-06-03T03:12:00.001+08:00

Notice about these?? :P

Buat baik berpada-pada, buat jahat jangan sekali

Buat baik masuk syurga, buat jahat nk join sekali?

[My favorite pantun recently]

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Mabruk! Chukkayo! Obigato!

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Death is the only end.

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Serius tak paham...

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Aish, budak-budak zaman sekarang!!

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Bagi bebudak yang ada semangat ~kamikaze~ ini hantar shj ke medan peperangan

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Agaknya, begini our leaders nowadays left their legend behind

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There must be something wrong about you/this

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Killer-seriously-killer [my aegyo way]

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Sarang Hae yo~

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Why do it? For whom?

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I rather choose other way than making my heart feel hurt. It pain both side.

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It's not I hate you, it's just I don't like you

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Don't get me wrong, it's just I despise your actions

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My YM laughter nowadays: [Kekekeke...] or [Kuikuikuikui...] or [Kikikikiki...]

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My angry emoticon: (-_-***

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My favorite emoticon: (^_^)v

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My lovely emoticon: (^o^)

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My -sigh- emoticon: (-_-'''

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I don't believe in one-to-one friendship. I'll choose a lot of networking

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I really adore sky's picture. More cloud is better

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I don't ask you to literally define but I believe in my intuitive

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My dad usual notes to us:

1) His way in intention-provocation: "Sahaja aku buat maksiat kerana Allah ta’ala"

Comfirm tidak buat!

2) "Aiseymen, bawah pasir atas simen"

3) Well-well...pussy in the well...

About A.U.K.U

2010-06-03T02:35:00.004+08:00

As one of the political science student [Currently to be in final year]

Like we noticed of our latest hot issue on A.U.K.U [Yeah, right!]

Down-right of student activities from not involving their political participation. Not even let half-participation for being much better citizen with the rightful duty due to the knowledge that given... Even, the right to know about our reality Malaysia-nowadays-politic [whatever~] is like turn-around playing place for student to get easily punished only just for not turning to them instead seek from the other side [dominant power in seats vs. another increasing power]

What happened to the so-called-student? Yes, like the news updated for us.

"Dikenakan tindakan di bawah A.U.K.U'

My opinion

Doesn't it weird? You let the student to continue in studies of political science but you didn't give their righful place to let the knowledge grow in field? I admit we can't directly involve in politics. But, how much we [student] seriously understand with our own politic but you cut the reality-part...like...you-know-what.

Next time if you don't like what happen for certain people who like basically have other way to seek knowledge... Please, don't offer the course. Just offer you political views.

Doesn't it weird? One of the reality part that we could not get it anymore. People nowadays don't play good sportmanship anymore. You seem so lack of challenges. Please, don't play fair anymore. Ops, it already happened to our dear the four students of UKM.

Doesn't it weird? I think those who behind them [citizen] is only those who who just felt grateful cause they [the dominant] helped during the hardship. But, poor them for being knowledgable but unable to return back for the community with truth. The only regretful reason is due to grateful thing to return debt [??] is to be with them.

Poor us [student political science] for being intellectual but because of some circumstances ended up for being dumb. Short word [intellectual-dumb]

Poor us [student political science] for being who should be the next domination because for having the best knowledge but we were cut through from opportunities in changing as they [our senior] think we're still young and inexperienced.

Poor us [student political science] who being ignorant and does not fight for anything. Some of us might/rather be blinded with the power who give us power before us.

Yeah, it true now you [future-leader-to-be] manage to hold the power but because the seniority have the aristocrat's influence you still stuck as the shadow/pawn.

While...Yes, it true to those who up to the challenges as being among the other team but you don't plan great which later you stuck in the middle of way just because of your lack of courage [low slow-esteem]

We [future leaders] always left with these two option no matter in what side
[uneasy feeling]

"Whether you with us or them.
If you choose us is will be like this..if not...you'll be like that"

"It likes...The fight of two big elephants and the one in middle between them died"

I always believe there should be differences in giving opinions to lead the world and the only union is because we think the best for people/country/religion. The more we see the other side, the more we could do better. The union of same reason is the only reason we have the differences and not because we differ to each other ended for having more fights. It seem complicated but that what I could think right now.

Sorry for my unthinkable words. I meant not hurt feeling and believe me that why I was created as human being and not as robot/animal. Hope everything means well ends well and the real justice [Islam] will prevail. Insya-Allah.

Thank you. End~

Hoping for hikmah

2010-05-29T21:07:00.002+08:00

What I like to say

About Hikmah

A song taken from one of nickelodeon's cartoon [don't remember the specific one]

"...Someone had told me the grass is much greener on the other side of fence"

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~~Mari berkomunikasi~~

Suatu hari di nurseri [PUJI Tmn Johor]

Ada dua orang budak darjah dua menempat di PUJI sementara menunggu masa untuk ke sekolah harian [A & B] menuju ke arahku di tempat makan. Nampak gaya ingin membantuku [Cikgu sementara] menghidangkan makanan bagi adik-adik kecil yang lain untuk makan tengah hari bersama.

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Me: Tadi ada budak [nurseri] bagitahu pada cikgu, salah seorang dari korang patahkan pensil dia... Kenapa?

A: Dia yang suruh patahkan pensil tu cikgu... [menunding jari pada B] Saya pun patahkanlah.

B: Dia yang tanya, saya cakap patahkan jelah~

Me: Kenapa lak perlu patahkan pensil tu...?? [Ekspresi pelik]

A: Lagipun, dulu dia pernah patahkan pensil saya [Mengunkit]

B: [Senyap]

Me: Korang tahu x, pensil tu bukan dia punya [B]?

A & B: [Terdiam. Nampaknya mereka berdua tidak tahu...]

Me: Macam inilah... Lain kali check dulu siapa empunya pensil, jangan sebarangan patahkan pensil. Lagi-lagi bukan milik antara korang berdua pun... Ok. Cikgu bagi perumpamaan. Perbuatan mencuri itu salah bukan?

A & B: [Mengangguk sebagai tanda ya/betul]

Me: [Sambung lagi] Cuba awak [A] bayangkan kalo awak sendiri minta izin untuk mencuri barang [B] pada tuannya sendiri [B]. Tengok-tengok [B] izinkan lak tu... Dah tahu mencuri itu salah, awak rasa akan bagi atau tidak untuk mencuri?? Yelah, mencuri a.k.a mematahkan barang orang lain bukan itu salah ker... Agaknya antara korang berdua setuju bagi sikap tersebut berlaku?

A & B: [Senyap]

Me: Semestinya tidak kan...korang pun sama sekali tidak mahu berlaku antara satu sama lain bukan?? Mana ada orang izinkan buat jahat antara satu sama lain...Kita pun tidak suka. So, macam itu juga mematahkan pensil orang. Tidak kisahlah, dia pernah buat pada kita atau tidak [Konsep revenge] Jangan bersikap zalim pada orang lain. Ok. Lain kali jangan buat lagi ya? Nanti cikgu cakap pada budak itu, korang tidak sengaja [Tips: Cuba untuk elakkan pertelingkahan lain]

A & B: Ya, cikgu.Terima kasih [Senyum]

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Self-opinion

I don't know what would happen [the impact] whether they might do or not do it anymore in the future.

I don't know what they heard [proper communication with that age] whether they understand what I meant or not.

I don't know what they perceive about my words whether I'm just merely show power for being teacher.

I don't what they set in mind after the incident whether they agree or not.

But what I seriously know about this, I've done for my part and says what should be saying for both of them whether all the question can be answer or not will be show at the hereafter. May every thing comes are good. Ameen.

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When the day coming

2010-05-26T23:48:00.004+08:00

[Noted that this notes does not related to Tuan Rumah or so ever.

Just one of pops out from inspired people and become an idea.]

When the day coming

You'll find it out sooner or later

Those days back that you missed

The day you walk away

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The day you left us behind

The day you turn us back

And you just go without say anything

Do you know how pain it is?

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Do you know how deep cut it is?

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The scar just so....I don't want to remember again.

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Now you comes back and asks,

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I just quietly shut...then, let me tell you this

"When the day coming...you'll find it sooner or later"

"...you'll find it hard...believe me it is for the best"

"...for both of us..so...please..."

Then, you sang to me:

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I fly away and never comes back

I fly away and never turn back

I fly away and wishes you happy day

I fly away without say goodbye

I wish to say but it's so hard

I'm sorry. Can you forgive me...?

(Nod)

Let's both of us have best day.

Let's the sad one forgiven and remember the good ones.

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I still believe that day will comes for sure

Don't bother, I already forget about you.

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The day finally reach to me...

Oh, oh, oh....

...for sure

Oh, yes....but it seem~

I didn't say that I forgive you...

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Yah!!!

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[Hahahaha......]

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End.

Finally the day passed

2010-05-26T03:04:00.002+08:00

I think that I'm losing my senses ever since
I've returned from sending my ototo-chan last weekend.

I kept in-out from his room but, now looking an empty room without the owner.

My sickness become worsen.

Anyway, I already feeling unwell since last week.

Finally, the pain just struck and now I'm stuck with sniffing, coughing and sneezing.

The worst part is my ~~laziness~~ to go back to work [kuikuikuikui....]

Yeah! I did worked for the pass one week.

Yes, I'm proud to say "I'm a nursery teacher"

I did it to help my mom's workplace. Since, many teacher resigned and take their holidays.

Now, I'm a proud substitute-nursery teacher.

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[Picture was taken on last Friday (21/05/10)

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I miss my ototo-chan very much. Seriously~

Who gonna play air-kicking with me?
Who gonna hear my nagging?

Hohohohoho........

The most important is....
My important color's begin to leave me and add me new and gloomy ones.

Argh!!! No!!!

Still...I'm proud with my ototo-chan able to continue his studies

Taufiq wa najah! All the best! Gambate! Chaiyok!

[Duh, I'm loking forward for his back since he messaged me

yesterday that he will coming home for some reason]

Woo! Ahahahhaha....what the heck! Whatsoever-lah, Ototo-chan.

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[Handsome-kan...Our lovely, dear, stubborn brother he3x. Sunday (23/05/10)]

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My another adventure life...

It was begun the days Uncle SK asked to help the R2J4 (Road to Yogjakarta 4) participants

and fellow-people in Johor Bahru (those who know about these plans)

Ok-desu! So, there I was.
Helping the small-innocent-inexperience junior...

For this big event

Kembara Ke Johor (KKJ)

or the ~~official programme~~ under the UTM's event named as

FKA INBOUND PROGRAMME - INDONESIAN STUDENTS VISIT

Dates: 29 April - 13 May 2010

Places: UTM, Semarak.Surau An-Nur, KL.Petaling Street.Jalan Masjid India.

Masjid Besi & Putrajaya Convention Center, Putrajaya.
Fakulti Kejuruteraan Awam, UTM Johor.

U-Mall, Tmn Universiti.Sekolah Menengah Islam Hidayah (SMIH).
Sek Men Keb Syed Isa, Batu Pahat.

Together with IKMI and last dinner-end.

[For Girls only: Puan Sa'adiah Home, Batu Pahat.
Puan Hjh Zainab, Batu Pahat (My Mom's Village).Tampoi Indah (Buy clothing).

Raudhatus Sakinah, Permatang Kempas. Giant, Tampoi.
Tmn Sri Putra (My Home).Plaza Angsana, BBU & Homestay Families]

Those precious memories could not be exchange by anything even money unable to replace it.

My sisters [Female students from Indonesia] you will live in my heart here.

I'm sorry for everything that I'm unable to give for the best during your stay here.

If we could not able to see again here in this world.
May 4JJ1 grant our wishes to meet in heaven. Ameen.

A notes dedicated for you,

'Never ending ukhuwwah even death put us apart.

We still able to mind ourselves together through our dear-same road.

That what kept the memories alive,

since I know at the end of the road.

Shimmering bond made in the heaven.

Mabruk! Chukkayo! Obigato!

Sarang Hae and ai shi teru-yo'

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[Picture was taken on the last night we seeing together Wednesday (12/05/10)

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Alhamdulillah. Syukran for everything you gave. And this gratitude is given only to you.

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Sharing moment dari sejarahku di Aceh 6/2/06

2010-05-18T22:11:00.000+08:00

Aslm

Cerita drp seberang 2006....

Tanggal 6 haribulan Februari 2006 merupakan saat hari yang tidak dapat dilupakan dan masih segar tersimpan didalam benak minda ini. Kisah ini bermula apabila kumpulan 4 atau lebih dikenali sebagai team ‘Ali Abi Thalib’ telah berganding bahu dengan kumpulan 2 iaitu team ‘Umar Al-Khatab’ di mana telah ditugaskan untuk menjalinkan sebuah tali persaudaraan atau lebih jelas sebagai sillaturrahim disebuah sekolah iaitu SMU 2 Mutiara. Perjalanan menuju ke destinasi ini hanya mengambil masa selama 1 1/2 jam sahaja dari tempat tinggal kami. Tepat pada pukul 1.30 tengah hari kami segera pulang dan mengerjakan solat zohor di sebuah masjid yang berdekatan. Apabila tiba di tempat kediaman kami, kelihatan peserta-peserta dari kumpulan lain tidak pulang-pulang juga sedangkan dikhabar oleh beberapa pihak kami seharusnya pulang dengan secepat mungkin untuk meneruskan aktiviti yang lain (~~classified back then~~). Oleh kerana itu kami semua mengambil inisiatif untuk
megisi perut terlebih dahulu di tepi pantai.

Kepulangan kami disambut oleh sebilangan guru yang baru menghabiskan mesyuarat sekolah. Tanpa membuang masa kami semua kecuali diri saya mengambil keputusan untuk beriadah bersama-sama. Bagi lelaki, mereka bermain bola sepak manakala perempuan bermain bola keranjang. Ditanyakan oleh seorang guru yang tidak menyertai permainan tersebut kepada diri saya, mengapa tidak bermain ? Saya hanya memberi penjelasan yang saya masih cirit-birit lagi kesan dari semalam (ada kisah lain).
Selepas beberapa minit kemudian kawan-kawan saya (perempuan) pun berhenti bermain dengan kemenangan masing-masing 1-1.

Tiba-tiba dengan hati ini teringin pula mahu bermain. Maka, saya mula berjinak-jinak bermain bola sendirian di tengah padang bola keranjang. Tetapi akhirnya saya mula hilang minat untuk bermain mana tidaknya, tidak ada yang sudi bermain sama (menyesal tidak bermain tadi). Mata saya mula meliar-liar melihat di sekeliling, saya memandang tembok yang bersebelahan dengan padang ini. Hati saya terdetik agaknya ada apa disebelah sana. Kaki bergerak sedikit demi sedikit menuju ke arah yang menarik perhatian saya. Saya melangkah dan terhenti betul-betul dihadapan tembok itu. “Tinggi juga tembok ini” bisik hati. Tanpa berfikir panjang saya mula melompat dan cuba mencapai ke atas tembok. Aduh!

Gedebuk. Rupa-rupanya saya tidak berjaya mencapai dan jatuh. Tetapi hati ini masih nekad dan berusaha untuk duduk ke atas padang bola. Saya terduduk dan terdiam sambil memegang erat badan kerana menahan sakit. Perit rasanya lalu dipicit-picit kaki (arghhh…sakit!!!!) Tiba-tiba terdengar suara menyapa dari lamunan sakit “Aminah, kenapa ni? Sakit ke?” ujarnya dengan suara kerisauan. “Hafizah, ana rasa kaki ana terkehel….. sakit,sakit, sakit sangat….!!!” Saya membalas. “Ya, Allah sakit…..” saya terdengar ada yang sedang mengadu sakit tetapi siapa itu. Saya tidak menghiraukan siapa itu tetapi kedengaran itu akhi fakhran. Dia terjatuh, kakinya berdarah….? Apa ini? Seorang ikhwan terlihat akhwat berkumpul ramai-rami disisi saya. “Ini nak bawak ke rumah sakit,yang tu sakit jugak ke…?” ujarnya. “

Tidak!!! Saya sama sekali tidak mahu ke rumah sakit, saya tidak rela diperiksa oleh doktor walaupun ini kaki tengah sakit. Sya berkeras tidak mahu ikut sekali akhirnya mereka pergi menghantar beliau sahaja. Kami semua terdiam. Hajar menasihati saya beralih ke dewan makan, mula dihati ini tidak mahu ikut tapi keadaan memaksa akhirnya saya akur. Fauzun mengurut-urut kaki yang sakit ini.Perut rasa loyalah pula lalu dengan segara saya mengadu. Hafizah mengambilkan bekas air milik basuhan darah akhi yang sakit tadi bagi saya tadah. Dalam sekelip mata saya terus muntah.

Alhamdulillah ada juga datang melihat keadaan saya. Pak Nasir, dia adalah salah seorang guru yang hadir pada petang itu. Dia terus mencadangkan untuk membawa saya berjumpa dengan seorang tukang urut, orang tempatan sigli sendiri. Fikir punya fakir dan saya setuju sahajalah walau dihati tidak mahu juga sebenarnya. Rumah yang dituju berdekatan dengan sebuah masjid. Sewaktu itu yang menemani saya Kak Irda, Aisyah dan Hajar. Sejenak terfikir apabila terpandang kawan saya Hajar seolah-olah setiap kali saya jatuh sakit dia mesti ada disitu untuk membantu dan menemani diri ini. Agaknya memang waktu sebegini tuhan memang telah aturkan jodoh sya dengan dia,terima kasih banyak-banyak. Itu sahaja yang dapat saya ucapkan.

Orang yang saya ketemu ini merupakan kenalan Pak Nasir. Dia merupakan seorang ibu/nenek yang masih utuh tubuhnya walaupun pernah mengalami tsunami sendiri. Berkat kesabaran dan keteguhannnya menghadapr hari-hari dimasa tua ini,ibu ini masih kelihatan bersemangat dan ikhlas menghulurkan bantuan. Sewaktu kami sampai dirumahnya kami terus disambut dengan hati terbuka dan terus membuat persiapan untuk menjalankan urut-mengurut untuk saya.

Saat yang ditunggu-tunggu ibu itu sedang bersiap sedia untuk melakukan proses urut ini ke atas kaki saya. Berdebar-debar pun ada takut pun terasa (seramnya!!). Dia mulakan dengan sedikit bacaan doa lalu proses situ pun berjalan. Arghh!!! Sakit,sakit…sakit sangat!!! Itu sahaja yang terkeluar dari bibir ini. Hajar dan lain-lain berusaha menenangkan perasaan saya dan paling lucu sekali ketika itu Pak Nasir boleh pula menceritakn beebrapa usikan yang menggelikan hati saya. Cuba bayangkan sambil saya menangis kerana kesakitan boleh pula tergelak. Agaknya saya boleh tafsirkan bahawa perasaan saya sendiri menjadi tidak stabil agaknya…..?!!!

Maka, disitulah serba sedikit tentang kemalangan yang tidak dapat saya lupakan. Masih jelas lagi setelah saya pulang dari berurut itu kawan-kawan banyak menolong saya agar keadaan saya lebih selesa dan membantu proses pemulihan dengan lebih lancar lagi. Oleh itu saya akhiri dengan mengucapkan berbanyak-banyak terima kasih kepada kawan-kawan sya disaat saya sakit tanpa kalian siapa lagi tempat diri ini ingin mengadu (selain ibubapa terutama apabila tiada berdekatan), Pak Nasir, guru-guru di Sigli, kawan-kawan di Sigli, Kak Baiti, Kak Cut, Pak Cik-Pak Cik dan Mak cik-Mak Cik Roselainy, Napisah, Noriyani sekalian dan lain-lain lagi. Wassalam.

Catatan Sigli, Acheh Ku Sayang

(Catatan asal diari emel kpd ayahanda. So, kta wat lah sharing kat sini, Bila baca blik, kta ~grin~ sendiri. Kekekekeke....)

Tentang Gen Y

2010-05-11T02:31:00.000+08:00

Sharing info....

Definations of Gen. Y dan sewaktu istilah dengannya. Mungkin dapat membantu kefahaman bagaimana ia membentuk gaya pemikiran generasi2 yang lahir di waktu tersebut.

No    Tahun Kelahiran    Generations    Significant Events

1    Sebelum 1946: Veteran    Eg: World War, Malaysian Union, Penaklukan Jepun ke atas Malaya

2    1946 ~ 1964: Baby Boomer    Pembentukan Tanah Melayu Malaysia [Abi, Ummi lahir]

3    1965 ~ 1979: Generations X    Era Tun Razak, Dasar Pelajaran, DEB, Peristiwa 13 Mei 1969

4    1980 ~ 1994: Generations Y    Era Mahathirisme, Dasar Belia, Dasar Pandang ke Timur, era ICT, Wawasan 2020, UMNO lama terbatal, UMNO Baru, Immunity Raja2 dicabar, Jabatan P.Pinang [Kak Long, Kinah, Amad lahir]

5    1995 Onwards: Gen 2: Digital, Netizen    Reformasi, KLIA, KLCC, Pak Lah – reformasi Dasar Pertanian, Batik, Najib - 1 Malaysia [Muzakkir was born]

From,
(*Confidential)

Institute of Social Science Study
Universiti Putra Malaysia

>>Sedutan sharing dari emel yg dikirim dari ayahanda, abi (7/5/10)

My new friend and me

2010-05-06T22:10:00.000+08:00

One of the best conversation when I met with Baiti [My new friend]

I still remember one of my best-boring study time at the same place. Baiti just finished read the newspaper which basically like yesterday news. Since I'm bored and sitting alone...

[Baiti sit at the middle table, while me at the same spot. That night, nobody were hangout & study there yet except both of us]

I cut my own will (momentarily for studying) so, I decided to do something like always do in my free times. What? Talking. Yeah!

Baiti says that she really bothers about suicide bombers at the part in the news there happened to be underground railways way bombed. Many civilians were hurts badly and killed. These people are innocent. Such grudge shouldn't not put them in between. ~~It is injustice~~ if that what the extremist were trying to fulfill their undesirable intention. If it so, rather than show up with bombers and suicide thing in the first place. Think first about your families and friends, if it's they the one who get hurts...What the heck were you thinking, can't you think rationally in much better way. God's put you in highest place among the other creatures with 'aql' given is to think...to ponder...~~not to kill!!!~~
I agreed. Even though, there're some of philosopher believe man're nothing like animal who wish to survive among the fittest. But, man are born naturally to be kindness since born. They cry when they were given birth. Did you have seen any baby being rebellious not to be born into this world? Or being aggressive to those who help during the birth session?? Have ya???? So...not~

Yes, it true also. In Islam, jihad do look as aggressive ways to resolve something. Duh, have you ever seen war without the physical contact happen? If though, there're silent war a.k.a cold war. There are people who still gives it shot to be one...~~Rebellion~~ in the countries that involved which other outsider just don't know the real situation behind their sleeves.

Jihad is obiligation...but look at the place first. The reasons must be look upon because of these criteria:

1) Safeguard of religion
2) Safeguard of mind
3) Safeguard of life
4) Safeguard of lineage
5) Safeguard of property

I believe...if they had other option to live. ~~I don't believe~~ people were born would ever choose to die just to live. Obviously, in every religion killing oneself (suicide) is against the religion taught. It against God's will. We have no power upon ourselves. Even, if you did. He still the one to let you die. No you. There're no such thing as death is the only option to carry on life. But, as Muslim died for Islam is an honor. I think you guys out there know the facts but you choose to turn away and being ignorance. Yeah, talk about intellectual dumb~

My last quote that I give to Baiti
"Even the suicide bomber had a choice to live in better way, he will choose it. I think he too try he's best to run from the disaster after putting the bomb. But he died due to the effect of the blast"

~Me and my own opinion. Whether is seem serious/controversy. That is your choice to put inside your mind and set it out. If you choose to take it as something important means you know what I means. Jzk~

Final & New Friends

2010-04-23T18:30:00.000+08:00

During the final exam period, I'm making new friends...

Some of us who have complicated situation with roommates, kinda / will face some problems. We might get over it [solve] or fire with it [fight] or turn away [this happen becoz you ~~'L'~~ to face it] It a basic thing, if you couldn't face it directly. At least you acknowledge the problem and take your time to resolve such event.

Well...it did turn up better when this happen to me but just for a moment. With that continue screaming and loud talking in the room between both of them [not include of you, but you're the sidewalk victim] I choose to get out of the my room and have a fresh-fun study at the reading room.

Getting ready. Close the door. When down stair [my room at 4th floor]. The night was cold n gloomy koz it was after rain. The sound of male cat fighting at the corner of t-junction. Walk towards the cafe and pass the two big television rooms. Then, I saw four ping pong tables and I stop in front a door. So, there it was 'The reading room' It include the air-conditioner and provided small place to pray.

There I was which probably it awkward for a person like me to go there except to read the anime magazine [hahaha....] suddently turn it for studying place [for exam matter...grin**] Like I always like to say, it never to late to change for sometimes.

Noted: These have happened for the one whole week. Since there's gap before my second paper...hehe2x

~~One first day, night time:~~
Looking around...choose a chair. I pick the third table which consist five chairs. Hmm...well, there's one sister who look like having same intention like me. Text books, stationary, sweet all over the table, a black backpack on chair beside her...Yeah! There is a sweet-looking sister. My mind stop for a moment.

Can I study here without making friend? After all, there's nothing wrong if I did it anyway.

Study and make friend at the same time

[like during the final exam period...what I'm thinking about...hahaha....]

15 minutes passed. Owh, great. My focus energy loss for a moment. What to do?

[Look at the person who sitting in front of you] What should I start? It so difficult. Even though, I kinda "~~friendly~~" [that what other people keep on saying about me. Hello, I'm also human being. I'm also nervous to make new friend]

[Conversation]
A (me): Ah, wanna some sweets?
B (the girl): No, thank you.
[Just great]
A: Exam tomorrow?
B: Nope. It will be on next Monday. But, today I already pass one paper.
A: Oh, so...what r'ur next paper?
B: EAP [English for Academic Purpose]
A: Woo...it like a long gap than me. I'll be having the papers on 2nd, 3rd n 4th paper in this weekend.
B: Having two papers in one day?
A: Sorta like that. It crazy, i'm tell ya... So, I've decided to study here. My roomate just too '~~noisy~~'

B: Mine like...feeling pressure. I feel that study should be at a relax place. So, I decided to study here.
A: Haha...I know what you means [Smile]

There is goes...the conversation was keep on on going after that. Until,both of us starting to choose reading the magazine in the room than reading the exam [text book] haha...Well, it like a week before the next paper anyway for us. ~~So, relax~~ [grin**]

~~Next day~~

I came at the same time. And there she was. The same girl [By the way last night, I forgot to ask her name] She says hi to me. So, tell me. What your name? Baiti. [Arabic word?] Home?? Yeah, my name does means like that it's. It was a cute name for such sweet person. You should seen how compatiable our relationship for couple of days.

How much?
1) She likes reading old magazine there. So, I read the anime one...
2) She likes to go to the Kiosk [our mahallah's shop] then I'll go there after her...

[Noted: this is for the purpose to save our usual spot from taken over by others]
3) If she pray, she'll ask me to tag along. Since, there only one telekung. We decided to take turn.
4) We like to take other option for break time by going to CC [Cyber Cafe] It was next to the reading room, for like an hour or so...
5) Her usual time to end the study on 12am while me on 1am.
6) We tend to keep on asking to each other whether to come or study tomorrow / not.
7) Our differences more likely attached both of us especially she is an accountant student while me a science politic student. We have so much thing to say about to each other. Or similar things that we study, we connect it between them. Smile~

-to be continue-

Good news

2010-04-22T16:17:00.000+08:00

Dearly from ~~my own~~ new words
How long have I been missing?
Yeah, without any typing or speak of my mind posting here.
It just I have been busy with my life

[studying, went to programmes]
It might or considered that I could have time to post something...
but the ~~'L'~~ word is the only reason that make me stop

Well, I try to bring the new side of me (point of view)
Especially the contents that I try to post
There are so much thing to say
So much thing to speak about...
[My wish is to...] At the end of my posting before I went for my next semester

[So,] Obviously for these 2 month holidays,

I will post as many as I can
including what I wanna tell you for the whole missing period.
Check it out.

~Hwaiting~

Seminar Mars & Venus

2010-02-20T17:41:00.001+08:00

Mari Pakat Mai...

Best! \[^_^]/ Fun!

This seminar conducted by a

contructivist, experienced & knowledgeable speakers who

willingly to help the relationship of Mars & Venus

in the context of teambuilding, communication

Mabe with this little help of understanding through the knowledge of

gender might get ~~through some of the conflict~~

that you had faced for so long or the way to make it in much more

easy way during you work days.

People tend to overlook it or it's can be added for information in the future.

It is a worthy cause

for a very long time.

~~So, why don't you come and join us.~~

Date on 26th February 2010

8.15 am - 5.45 pm

At Mini Auditorium, UIAM (Upper the Babush Shop)

Contact person:

Rabbani (017-9187809)

Awathif (013-5016269)

Azyan (016-2554114)

or emel to e_naie@yahoo.com.my

Only for RM7

(Provided with Breakfast+Lunch+Tea Break, Certificate & Kit Program)

Come Okay~

-helping hand for Pub&Pro-

A moment to wait

2009-12-02T21:41:00.002+08:00

~~Easily notice for being school senior~~

Today, I visit my brother at his school. Literally comes just to give my support for his SPM paper tomorrow (physic) I guess school had changed a lot lately and I noticed his girl's batch were no longer to remember who am I. Well, before their batch..I still was remembered for being the school senior (recognized due to my typical personality during my old school days & all my sibling was schooling there also with me). Haha...soon to be fit that people was no longer know each other (gap of age) and I'm only able to smile when I see them. Poor me~

~~My future study~~

I'm worried about my university study. I'm not that intelligent, or brainiac or smart and have a good grade nor excellence result but I could be very hard-study person if I want too. Since school, study is like muchy thing of my life and I could say I'm not that study person though. Still, I can't live without no studying at all. You can say I'm a streotype person which I must have a degree in order to go on for my future life. And you can say I don't see a lot of option what to personalize my future life. Haha...my bad.

You know, I like to draw very much since I was four years old. I'm a bold person when I talk but I could very sensitive to other who talk back or reply my words. I can't stay put or sitting (reading) person. I like to learn english but my english was very much ordinary or a little bit than just being ordinary. If you see my result since school and heard teachers opinion about my english during the school days. You might think I will take english for my purpose study in university.

But, no...

End up, I take Human Science Degree for furthering my future study. Last result at my third year life in this beautiful IIUM as Political Science Student with minoring of Islamic Revealed Knowledge. I like to learn more about this. Regardless what people say 'there is no job oppurtunity in this field' and expectation 'yeah, future-politician' haha....like right~ I like it even though my result didn't show thar much...but for the thing that it's involve in my dakwah life. I think it very much contribute indirecly. I understand more due to the knowledge that I understand. Hehe... I hope i get the enough grades (in my last year) to continue for my master pulak... Ameen.

~~Teasing about my a part of my life~~

Haha...what a topic. My dad very much concern about a part of my life. What about?? Something about a couple of my senior like to tease about. Always ask about my age, when I gonna graduate...Well, my dad looking forward very much for this reason only the reason he stated that his 'friends' (in his age) already had grandchildren. What the heck! Here this. It not that I don't want to but I don't have the proper answer. No actual answer. I did think and wonder about it but....hmm~ I'm not in the fit place to be answered right now. Ask later...or please don't ask at all. That might be a happy thing for me. Thank you.

~~For my cute juniors in KDG~~

I can't wait to see my cute junior to grow. Recently, I did saw them to grow healthy and physically fit to stand on their own. I still remember they say that they're not fit to replace us (senior). But, I have a feeling they can. Grab this oppurtunity while we are still here. We are here to guide you all. You being worry to much. I wish to know what you had for future plan in this KDG. Brave talk, I have gut saying 'new tenor gonna do better than us if you all have faith in yourself and your comrades'

I'm gonna miss it very much. I'm gonna leave it (someday, huhu...) and I don't know what I'm gonna do without it in the future. Even, I don't have a though what it gonna be without doing it any longer.

Owh...

-End-

Heartbroken

2009-11-05T18:01:00.002+08:00

Come to our sense that there are differences between lust desire or true desire Which one would you prefer??
Desire to be fulfill which you can feel happy at the end of the road?
Or
Desire that harm you till the end?
Well, recently it happen to a friend of mine.
She's having depression
The most sadness in the entire world
She 'almost lost' her own bestfriends not until...
She did something stupid that she think that is the right way to do
...to get her back.
What the heck!
Do you know what she did until she just couldn't resist the pain of her heart???
She drank coke with 5 panadols at the same time
Then, the night she try to console her 'almost ex-bestfriend' (make-up back)
She acted like a crazy person
A maniac...unrational-being...aggresive...full of anger....
She like trashing up stuffs, punching around the wall (her room)
The sound disturbs the neighbour...
People become frighten because of such doing,
You only making the thing worse!
Even, her 'almost ex-bestfriend' become scared
Whether ~~she could get harm~~ or ~~herself get hurt~~...terribly
Both of them have issues...something are small & easy to solve
But when it comes with jealousy, prejudice...plus unable to compromise with each other
Set out the solution only with human capabilities
Most likely...
The transition to solve the matter did not get anywhere.

My opinion:
1) We as Muslim should understand that all the sadness & happiness in this world gifted from Allah
2) We must use the 'aql which He gifted
rationally, logically, wisely with the intention only of Him
3) If you put Him in 1st, seek His help, ask for His forgiveness, depend only nothing but Him. He will sure to be there to help you back, solve the problem. You become strong because of Him. He guide you to the right path. He lights your heart with His blessing. You will never surrender yourself filting with twisted temptation or devil's whisper.
4) You ~~will not put end~~ to yourself or ~~do something stupid~~ just to end the miserable feeling.
5) You wouldn't even dare to have the intention other than Him.
6) Muslim comes from the word As-la-ma which the arabic word contains
the meaning of peace which in nature we should be in peace and full with harmony.
7) Feeling of grudge or hatred only cause you nothing but troubled heart, mind and soul. Most likely you have the tendencies to live under ~~negative~~ and ~~pressured~~ life. Your mind become ~~rigid~~ and heart is like ~~hard as~~ ~~a rock~~.
Why do you have to choose this kind of way of life? Peace is basic of human need. Appreciate it before He take it back.

Weird expression

2009-10-26T14:57:00.005+08:00

I'm like a little child

Hidden behind a certain curtains.

Sitting alone avoid the linning sun

Shining through my little window.

I'm not to dislike it neither to escape from it

It's just a feeling that I want to hide.

Likely to be I'm like a broken glass,

Might happen to break or to little to touch or too much,

Seeing others that walks by but didn't even notice,

I ignore them,

The reflect of me is the image of you.

Negative thought at unhappy place.

Don't bother to say sweet-delicacy words,

Don't bother to interact with me with that shimmer eyes,

Don't bother to make laughter craving of silly mood,

Don't bother to mind if that you wishes most.

Still, I've wonder someone there...

A friend of mine knocking my little windows

Her frozen looks face back at me.

I did heard of broken glass was removed

Small talk was made out with laughter after it

I back off from my hiding place

Please stay away from me!

She keeps on going and very much head rock

I'm unable to walk, stuck between the feets.

Standing behind the imaginary circle,

Spreading the irrititation senses.

But, the hand naturally comes to me

My mind stop for a moment.

I smiled. Both of us were smiling to each other.

My inner spoke,

I'm like a little child

Not happy neither sad nor angry.

If I was wrong or had something. What must I do?

Heart of indecisicive and complecated one.
...~

Already gone

2009-10-22T11:29:00.000+08:00

Finally, we get a new owner for 'mee-ngu'

She left us with her new owner 'Sis Atoi' (My roomate's friend)

On 19 October 2009

Time: 2.36pm...

Because that I know & feel sad for sending her away, so I just stayed in the television room

Without knowing that I might regret for not seeing her for the last time

I just couldn't have the strenght

....to see that golden eyes....that big bright/shiny eyes (Cry)

So, she just goes with her new owner.

After I return. Only left her old box in the room.

My roomate says that 'mee-ngu' also feel very sad/shock/weird

by looking at her tidying up the cage (her bladder place), her playing place...everything

We were worried that the new owner could not afford to give love/care for her

A suddent look for a moment from a far, the new owner kiss her and hug her gently.

How lovely! Alhamdulillah 'mee-ngu' found the one for her.

I thank to 'K.Atoi & her cousin' willlingly want to take care her.

May 4JJ1 grand you reward fullest for your kindness.

A dedication for 'mee-ngu'

I fly away, and never comes back

I fly away, and never turns back

I fly away, and wishes you happy day

I fly away witout say 'goodbye'

I wish to say but it's hard

I'm sorry can you forgive me

*From previous comment:

Why don't you take care her by yourself?

Ans: I can't...got busted by my own fellow (break the rules, keeping animal in the room)

Already promise to her, to find the owner. So...you'll understand. Right??

Anyway, me & my roomates really take care of her as long we could before.

Wanted!

2009-10-15T13:08:00.000+08:00

CAT's OWNER WANTED!

*p/s: she likes to be taking picture \(^_^)/

Temporary name: Mee-ngu

Info: She's a beautiful kitty a year old++,

playful, cutie-pie, wake up early in the morning,

likes to herself clean, know her bladder place

& she's there to keep you accompany.

"A true friend to be with..."

Current place: Somewhere at Gombak

Current status: Looking for loving,

caring especially pet lover to be 'her new owner'

<Responsible>

Really need new owner quickly.

Please someone...

help us to find any new owner who willing to have this cute little kitty

Those who willing, please contact me: emiinz.88@gmail.com

Kamsamnida'...thank you very much...Jzk4JJ1...Arigato!!

Got it from my dad

2009-10-08T13:22:00.003+08:00

'Whatever' so totally tops most annoying word poll

So, you know>> it is...what it is,

But Americans are totally annoyed by the use of "whatever" in conversations.
The popular slacker term of indifference was found "most annoying in conversation" by 47 percent of Americans surveyed in a Marist College poll released Wednesday.
"Whatever" easily beat out "you know..." (wateva vs. U'knw) which especially grated a quarter of respondents. The other annoying contenders were "anyway" (at 7 percent), "it is what it is" (11 percent) and "at the end of the day..." (2 percent).
"Whatever" — pronounced "WHAT'-ehv-errr" when exasperated — is an expression with staying power. Immortalized in song by Nirvana ("oh well, whatever, nevermind") in 1991, popularized by the Valley girls in "Clueless" later that decade, it is still commonly used, often by younger people.t can be an all-purpose argument-ender or a signal of apathy. And it can really be annoying. The poll found "whatever" to be consistently disliked by Americans regardless of their race, gender, age, income or where they live.

"It doesn't surprise me because 'whatever' is in a special class, probably," said Michael Adams, author of "Slang: The People's Poetry" and an associate professor of English at Indiana University.

"It's a word that — and it depends how a speaker uses it — can suggest dismissiveness."
Adams, who was not involved in the poll and is not annoyed by "whatever," points out that its use is not always negative.

It also can be used in place of other, neutral phrases that have fallen out of favor, like "six of one, half dozen of the other," he said.But the negative connotation might explain why "whatever" was judged more annoying than the ever-popular "you know," which was recently given a public workout by Caroline Kennedy during her flirtation with the New York U.S. Senate seat vacated by Hillary Rodham Clinton. "You know," Adams notes, is a way for speakers to seek assent from others.
Pollsters at the Poughkeepsie, N.Y. college surveyed 938 U.S. adults by telephone Aug. 3-Aug 6. The margin of error is 3.2 percentage points. The five choices included were chosen by people at the poll discussing what popular words and phrases might be considered especially annoying, said spokeswoman Mary Azzoli

Be careful with what you say...

It can be pleasant (^_^) or It could be annoying...!!

*My opinion: Use word wisely cause mine could be clumsy sometimes *wink

Real Life After Graduation

2009-10-01T10:28:00.004+08:00

Jom Datang!!

It is better that you know now,

so you have some guidance finding the true life

which means understanding after graduate

>> ...view it in this worldly life & hereafter

---------------------------------------------
Bagus jika kamu ketahui sekarang,
agar ada sedikit petunjuk mengenai kehidupan
atau lebih tepat memahami selepas graduasi
>> ...pandangan kehidupan di dunia & di akhirat

This talk will be in Bahasa Melayu...huhu
Terima Kasih / Thank You

Sweet and Sour

2009-09-27T01:59:00.005+08:00

Lately I've been thinking and recalling back all the memories, what had happened
It's kinda amusing which at the same time I felt a little tired
...and wondering~
Seeing those pictures flash again,
I doubt that whether the memories should be kept/not
I'm happy from those sweet & sour experiences
I'm happy that Ive learned it through practical life
But I kinda lost the touched of proper studying
(classrooms/lecturers/assignments/group discussions/etc)
This leads that I can't felt any true sweetness & sour yet...
I really wish I've same feeling in this part of my life (studying)
I pray hard, so I can really struggle exactly like I've been doing
Both sides of course...
What to do?? Sigh.
Today I'll b adding for my pre-regis subjects, this for upcoming semester
Being 3rd year student make me feel like being
Seniority are not to play around anymore
Get to get myself straight quickly...
must upgrading or else??!!
I need to turn around for support or motivation. I didn't where to start. Gosh.
May 4JJ1 please with me for solving this complecated situation.
Ameen~

P/S: Just to say 'Sayonara' to a good friend of mine
who had change field and fly to continue fighting at the other country.
I pray for your wisdom and peace to go & return back as someone much better
....obviously more than me, hehe.
To be continued.

Salam Eid Mubarak

2009-09-22T11:04:00.002+08:00

Salam Eid Mubarak diucapkan kepada semua umat Islam

tidak kira waktu, tempat yang anda berada

Saya Siti Aminah Mazlan,

pelajar tahun 3 dalam pengajian sains politik UIAG

ingin menghulur sepuluh jari-jemari ini kepada anda semua

memohon kemaafan yang tulus dari hati (sengaja/tidak) (direct/indirectly)

Dengan kesempatan yang ada juga,

Daku ingin mengucapkan berbanyak-banyak terima kasih kepada semua

yang sanggup berkawan, bekerja, bersama....

Menerima diri yang lemah, lupa dan mengomel jek memanjang...hahaha~

sepenuh hati; dengan hati yang terbuka, happiness dan have faith on me....

Jazakillah hu khairan kathira wa asiifan kathirah

>>samalah kepada semua pengujung-pengunjung yang sudi menyinggah

>>setia ikuti...hakikatnya, tuan rumah pun tidak rajin update pun.Ngee~

Selamatlah menyambung Puasa 6 di bulan Syawal ini &

Please eyes back on your health.

Wassalam.

Let's Join TOPS

2009-09-04T12:44:00.004+08:00

Panggilan Hebat

MARI BERAMAI-RAMAI SERTAI

TRAINING FOR PALESTINE SPEAKERS (TOPS)
[Ajaklah kawan-kawan, sahabat handai, kaum keluarga...mengetahui dengan lebih lanjut]

Anda Peduli dengan isu Palestin???
Nak tau ape yang sedang berlaku kat Palestin skrg ni???
Nak tau cam ne nak sampaikan isu-isu Palestin kepada masyarakat???

pada:
5 SEPT 2009 (2.30pm-7.00pm)
&
6 SEPT 2009 (8.00am-1.00pm)

bertempat di:
KULIYYAH ENGINEERING, UIA
[masih tertakluk pada sebarang perubahan]
ianya PERCUMA!!
tempat adalah TERHAD KEPADA 40 ORANG SAHAJA!!!
Contact person:
>> Akhi.Rabbani: 013-2358260
>> Ukht.Munirah: 013-2508290

Peluang masih terbuka!!!
Walaupun, waktu sudah tamat tapi....
Bagi sesiapa yang addhock datang,
tolong hubungi pihak pendaftaran terlebih dahulu

Anjuran:
PALESTINE CENTRE OF EXCELLENCE (PACE)
&
KELAB RAKAN SISWA ISLAH MALAYSIA (KARISMA)

-S.Aminah.M-
Y do u do it? 4 whom?
Penyampai Maklumat

Kerisauan adik-adik SPM

2009-09-02T13:13:00.009+08:00

[Dalam versi BM campurization sahaja]

Risau untuk ber-exam?? Biasalah ni. Mana ada dalam dunia ini kita tidak berasa risau. Sedangkan kewujudan manusia sendiri di atas muka bumi sudah lama dirisaukan oleh makhluk yang lain. Tapi, Allah Maha Mengetahui lagi Maha Bijaksana. Jika Dia sangat Optimis dengan ciptaanNya, manakan kita pula tidak?? Hah! Macam mana ni...

Wahai, adik-adikku yang disayangi. Lagi-lagi yang bakal nak ber-exam. Tidak kisahlah exam besar [SPM/PMR/UPSR] ataupun kecil. Exam atau erti kata peperiksaan/dugaan/kesusahan memang ada di mana-mana. Sememangnya ia sudah menjadi lumrah kehidupan kita untuk mengalaminya. Semestinya untuk merasa kesenangan pada masa akan datang ataupun sebenarnya ia tanda 'Allah sebenarnya ingat pada kita' Aik, apa lak ni?

Hah! Tahu atau tidak sebenarnya apabila kita ditimpa kesusahan Allah sebenarnya ingat pada kita?

Kenapa dengan kesusahan? Allah tidak sayang lagi pada ciptaanNya ke?

Bukan. Sebenarnya Dia ingin menguji ketaatan & kesabaran kita sama ada kita sebenarnya 'equal atau tidak' ingat padaNya. Apabila kita mengadu padaNya & hanya berharap padaNya, Bertambah-tambah sayang Allah pada kita yang bernama manusia.

Tidak mahukah kasih sayangNya?

We Love only Allah as Allah always love us.

Q: Akak, saya time duduk umah iman asyik turun-naik sahaja. Ni bulan ramadhan, saya di asrama punya lah boleh jaga, kat umah...haih! [mengeluh] Macam mana ni??

A: Cuba tanya our intention back? Apa niat anda ketika di sekolah dengan di rumah? Berbeza/Sama? Jika sama, semestinya/lebih berusaha untuk thabat & istiqamah di rumah. Godaan ada di mana-mana, hanya jenisnya berbeza. Tapi jika kita menghadapi ia sebaik yang mungkin, insyaAllah semoga kesukaran adik dipermudahkanNya. Tidak mengapa jika amalan di sekolah lebih banyak berbanding di rumah. Tapi adalah lebih baik, adik teruskan amalan yang mudah supaya amalan itu juga boleh melakukannya di rumah. Seperti contoh mengaji qur'an, solat dhuha, membantu orang lain, bersedekah [Di rumah, sediakanlah tabung infaq] e.t.c. Fikir-fikirlah

Jika tidak, apa masalah nya? Apa-apa yang adik rasa macam tidak mampu/elakkan untuk lakukan sedangkan adik boleh melakukannya [amalan-amalan soleh] Itu bermaksud adik memberi alasan sahaja. Janganlah berasa rendah diri apabila rasa diri ini tidak cukup. Teruskan berusaha. Bangkitlah semula setelah jatuh. Masa akan membantu adik. Beringatlah adik-adikku, kita tidak tahu amalan yang mana Allah redhai tapi kita boleh berusaha untuk mendapatkannya.

Q: Study? Beribadah? Ish, nak tambah amalan/tingkatkan iman tp tgk org lain study gila-gila... Mcm mana ni kak???

A: Akak rasa bab ibadah wajib/sunnat, semua setel tapi tengoklah pada keperluan kita. Masa belajar, belajar betul-betul . Masa beribadah, beribadah betul-betul. Inipun peringatan yang mendalam bagi akak. Terasa apabila ditanya... Adik-adik belajar pun ibadah jugak, tapi ibadah sunnat yang lain perlulah dijaga juga. Penambahan kekosongan di jiwa lah katakan... Jika ada masa kosong/lapang, penuhilah dengan amalan-amalan sunnat yang lain. Jika rasa takut/gugup, kembali semula dengan melakukan amalan-amalan itu. Seperti contoh, solat sunnat ker...mengaji Qur'an ker... Beringatlah adik-adik, memanjang belajar tidak bermakna kejayaan itu pasti ada. Kerana kejayaan yang sebenar hanya Allah sahaja yang boleh bagi. Pilihlah yang terbaik sebab adik-adik semua sudah besar/baligh/mumaiyiz, kalian mampu untuk berfikir sendiri. Akak hanya meningatkan/memberi pandangan sahaja...

Q: Tapi akak, saya rasa risau lah tengok diorg bagus2x... Boleh atau tidak wat amalan biasa-biasa, pada masa yang sama fokus study...

A: Adikku, akak takut nanti adik kecewa...Bukankah lebih baik baik dapat melakukannya selari. Kenapa mesti pilih antara dua? Ambil cara yang memudahkan bagi adik mudah melaksanakan semua. Be moderate. Melainkan adik mampu melakukan perkara-perkara yang extraordinary. Jika ada, teruskan sahaja. Tapi paling penting, ikutlah kemampuan adik bukan atas dasar kita yang mengehadkan kemampuan tapi kita memilih kemampuan yang terbaik.

Falsafahnya hehehe...

W4JJ1hu'alam. Sekadar membantu untuk mereka dan diri yang lemah ini.

Selamat meneruskan perjuangan mendapatkan keberkatan di bulan Ramadhan.

Semoga usaha-usaha kita dipermudahkan. Ameen~

-S.Aminah.M-
Y do u do it? 4 whom?

Me and Diamonds

2009-08-19T13:57:00.013+08:00

Do you know, I'm gonna meet two precious diamonds

in this month???

This 21st August!

It was so precious even I don't know whether I'm equal with it.

It was made by the hand of the Mujahadah

Fighting with everything that they had

To protect our Muslim states (The Palestine),

To protect the Al-Aqsa Mosque (Muslim's Property)

To protects the historical place since the prophethood

Importantly, to save our Deen

[Jihadisabilluna]

The colour was naturally red

as it was painted

the bloodshed of our Muslim brotherhood

It has strong look even the enemies were very much scared to grab it

Even if it brakes, the diamond will always have it

place where it is more beautiful than at Dunnia

For this diamond...

I want to feel the same touch so that I could have the same qualities

But I know my fight is here as different stones

Whatever I far away

Becoz we have same fikrah, me and them were very much related

[Thou... I can't help them very much]

So, may 4JJ1 grant my prayer to put

my diamond among side with theirs

Salamu'alaika ya mujahidun, 4JJ1 ma'a Na

Oh, talk about fighting physically

I almost forgot that

another diamond is on the way to my door

It was already send from thousand year back

and this beautiful gift decided to come again

So, I could have it and enjoy it.

Do you know which diamond??

Nothing that even is this world could be compare

....it called Ramadhan Mubarak

This diamond allows me to fight with inner/nafs

It say that this precious diamond could help us dieting the nafs

It says that the benefit of it, is like we wishes it for one whole years

It say that if you didn't appreciate it, is like you gonna regret for the rest of you life

It says that if you take it for granted, it will put you among those who're regretful

Here, I wish all the Muslim

No matter where you are...

No matter who become of...

No matter busy you are...

No matter different you are...

Appreciate this coming

[1st] Ramadhan [H] / 22th August M,

May this coming Ramadhan become most wonderful event

You never know which part of our 'amalan

blessed with His bless

But, take this oppurtunity to get/gain

the bless.

That why we say 'Try again'

and 'Never give up'

ROQ

and

Ramadhan

Loveletter of small talk

2009-08-15T01:03:00.017+08:00

Lately I read a lot [a lot of them...] of loveletter from those I respect of...
Started from my cool-small sis [2nd]
.........
............Then, everyone started replying this great sense of loveletter
.....................Even, Mr. Aero also writen the same thing but...in different view
[He try very hard for being the peacemaker among us]
The reply just keep on going [Miss Rainbow (new name for D&W) & C-M Sis (4th)]
...................................???
Wait! There's more!
No! Now "Mr.Eng" started to type the whole back of stories too??
Haih~ Will this ever gonna end??
..............Its continuely writting until it stop at the last loveletter
It from our dear Big Bro
[All voices that always support from behind allowed me to say thank you]
You might guess, what the what I saying here? Right?
Well, ok. I admit. There's a small-kinda-little-fight-no physical-but to severe a.k.a depth pain.
Among us 'Family' here....living & working 'somewhere' in Malaysia
Why is this happening to me...No. I means 'Us' Why???
Ok. Cukup. Stop this instant! Right now! I just can't take it anymore....
>> I believe Big Bro done so much thing for everyone, he sometimes forgot and made mistakes. [People is naturally make mistakes. That why they're called human being]
Seeing him riding his motorcycle from G-to-HL previously, shows me he is with us even though he had limited time for being there. I thank you for every effort that you came & sleep.
>> I believe the my cool-small sis shows the greatest care & concern that even she wounded several times, her heart always been a Big Red one.
>> I believe very much to Mr.Aero & Mr.Eng really try their very hard to help their sisters even though at the last point. They still get scolded. [Grin]
>> I believe sis C-M want us to have better life & solution, every part of her questioned will always wildering for good answer. I know, she means well and well for us.
>> I believe the part the the warmthness that Miss Rainbow try to talk about is to bring us to see the optimism behind every inche of stories.

[Someone had told me the grass is much greener on the other side of fence (Took from one of nickledeon's cartoon theme song)]
>> For other member of the family,

I know that you know & understand what I really meant.
I have nothing to say but only this,

I'm greatful to 4JJ1

I'm thankful to 4JJ1

I'm happy

I'm sad

I've work harder to equal done between working & studying

I've seen a lot of thing

I've been through [might be not yet a lot]

I want so much thing

I like everything

I dislikes sometimes

that 4JJ1 allowed me to come here...seeing...learning....always working the same purpose

[everywhere that I go] You guys can't never be replaced for anything in this world.

Sometimes I've wonder what I might be if 4JJ1 doesn't show me 'you guys' ?

I might done something else behind. Cry~

-Nothing much. Just a small scratch writen personally from me-

P/S: To my 'Family' please don't jump to conclusion

Please don't easily get angry/hate/despise. Where're we anyway? Do think.

Please Comment

2009-07-08T00:12:00.009+08:00

These are some of my art during my boring days during the holidays.

Well, it can't be a perfect picture because I just doing it for fun [Hahaha....]

Do comment. That's all I can say. Thank you.

Holiday In [chap 3]

2009-07-07T23:21:00.010+08:00

My Last holiday wif all my sibling
[Missing those beautiful times with Miskinh, Oochan & Chibi]

Here, Oochan is showing us the way to our visited place.

Where? Melaka River Cruise. We take the cruise at the night time.

>> Go to Taman Rempah at Melaka City. You will see the Melaka River Cruise just beside the Taman. If you can't see it, find the big sign board.

>> Click here for more info: http://j-travel.blogspot.com/2008/02/malacca-river-cruise-cny-2008-trips.html

Along side with our parent, two little cousins [Farhah & Irsyad] & Angah [Aunt] sight seeing the night view of Melaka river. The cruise only takes us about 45 minutes, which allowed us to enjoy the view [Melaka old-building, the historical house, different type of house that govt still kept it beautifully, the old-hotel, the old-cinema, the shining-musical fountain, the park & etc]

I didn't take many pictures during that night as I think, everyone should go there by yourselves & experience the different kind feeling of seeing the Melaka historical river at night time. The feeling was so nostalgic is like you saw a history moving in front of your own eyes. It likes we at that past time, crossing the river...use the boat to understand the benefit of the river. Without it, the Melaka will never succeed in the increasing of economical & development of the city. The Melaka became the international trade changing the rempah, the silk, and etc to the Pedagang that pass by the Melaka from a country to another.

Wow! \(^_^)/

Like I like to say: Don't hate the history, history is part of your life. Without it, you'll be history.

Holiday In [chap 2]

2009-07-01T00:35:00.019+08:00

Chapter Two : "Girls Days Out"

Before the JPJ test...I went with my friends to our small-trip

With whom?? Introducing >> K.Ena >> Ro'ai >> Nis >> Byah >> Izah >> Fizah >> Nawal & Me \(^_^)/

[It was so sad out only 8 of us can make for this trip. Lelain?? Praktical & Etc]

So who're the kind chaperones joining this trip?? Izah's family & Byah's family [Kamsamnida]

Date?? 13th June 2009 - 14th June 2009

Where?? At Kukup Resort, Pontian

>>I heard that our guy's batch went outing just playing bowling only...to bad~

Anyway, thanks a lot to Byah & K.Ena for arranging this meaningful trip.

The whole part of the trip we manage to swim at the resort pool [Huiyo!]

>>Except me & Nawal with the less swimming skill having our own fun playing around at the pool. While, K.Ena which not joining us listening to the music at our room.

Moreover, we just hangout, playing games, eating durian [What??!!! No x_x'''...] & having good night sleep together.

>>Truthfully, I'm not fully-hearted to go to the trip since the beginning of our journey...cause for some reason...at the specific time went we should already on the way....but we go, so very late. I had to wait for them almost an hour 30 minutes. I give up for waiting, without no lunch yet...it's so frustrating. Sorry to say this but I'm easily irritated if the program started completely not good in arringing. I was taught hardly during at UIA to appreciate times especially if there's a program. So to goback home, I've call my dad to pick me up as he & the rest of the family was nearby. I almost cause my dad to go to work very late too you know...But looking at my friends who tried their very best to comfort me...I went for the trip. Thanks you guy. Thank you for trying. It means a lot.

>> Specially to Nawal. And Byah, its ok. Cause I'm ok at the end. Still~

The trip was wonderful.

Aminah's Word:

[Like any friends should be, we will always be friends even thou we went separate way. We do remember each other even thou we had busy day. As friends till the end, we love & care forever. Allow me for saying thank you from the very bottom of my heart and from the deepest meaning of my soul please forgive me for all my mistake. Sarang Hae you. Aja, aja fighting. Be happy, stay healthy & don't worry too much. Ngee~]

-->There's some incident happen to me a day before my JPJ test. What???

I have...

Anxiety short-disorder [my-new-creation-name.hahaha...but seriously, it it serious]

What is anxiety???

Please click to this websites: http://www.anxietycentre.com/anxiety-symptoms.shtml

>>Thank you [Too lazy to explain...read it by your own]

>>Anyway...I had a bad day on that last Wednesday [17/6/09] It is a free-lesson-service that given to those who will take the test on the next day which is the [18/6/09]

>>I already felt a butterfly-in-my-stomach on that morning as the day supposedly turn to be good when I found out the road practices with one of my teacher [Pak Haji: A kind, friendly & most of all talkative like me] At the moment I start, he will mumbling all the technique he taught to me and at the end of the practices...he was very much/kinda...a-little-bit-dissapointed with me...kinda of...not-confident if I take the test. But, a good teacher will always says this 'Gudluck and do the test betul2x' [I don't believe in luck-kind-of-say...I rather like all-the-best-say.] Ok! The stumble continuely goes on when I only pass the parking practices, 1 over 4. Uncontrolable movement [Personally speaking....what I'm gonna do tomorrow. Oh, no!]

>>That night, the butterfly-feeling becomes worst. I had my bad-stomach-ache, throw-up all the time...if it not, feeling almost to throw-up. Crying suddently & the cry-moment become non-stop. K. I told you, I don't know how to calm myself that night...the moment was so horrid to me. My mom had to comfort me. So, I turn myself back to the Only One. I pray that He will let me go through. Ameen.

>>18/6/09, 8.30am: Waiting for the name to be called. Afraid why my name wasn't call yet. Maybe ummi forget to pay for the previous lesson or something wrong woth my regis-card or...there must be something wrong. Oh, No! Why my name wasn't call??

>>The anxiety comes back. I need to do something. I need to talk to somebody. I need to distract myself. But, how?? Can't think properly. I gonna throw-up again. Argh! Thank goodness a sister beside me trying to ask something. Alhamdulillah. The small conversation help to slow-down my uncontrol-moment.

>>Then, I decided to call my sis. Actually, I didn't know that my no.suppose to be at 10.30am list name. Until, my sis says 'Akak...tgk nama akak kt masa yg mana. Kta lupa nk pesan tgk semalam' Oh, shoot! Whatever the time is, the no-stop feeling keep grumbling on my stomach. So, I take my little time with the Only One. I guess stomach-ache just don't leave me alone too.

>>10.30am: My name was call and I got no.99. Ok! I need to do the parking first. Like usual happen, due to yesterday practices. Alhamdulillah. I really did-almost-not-quite-perfect actual-parking but still I pass.

>>2.30pm: The moment of truth. Road Test [No need this story] Truthfully the JPJ marking-sir was quite a helpful person & his conversation about politic [my major] really makes me comfortable to take the test. I pass 17 over 20 marks. Even though throughout the test was taken, we had small opposite opinion about some issues in politics...but, I pass the exam. I got the P. Alhamdulillah. Thanks to You the Only One. You makes my pray comes true.

Aminah's tip of distracing your short anxiety-worriness:

1) Always remember Him. Important to get grief of your self in the true way. If you had a shacky day, during the sujud or any place of toma'ninah do it as you takes time, long~ one...until you can feel your heart at ease. Release your inner-self to Him.
2) Try talking to yourself positively. If you can't talk to somebody.
3) Sometimes, physically being you need to diatract yourself. If you can, talk to someone. Release the feeling outside but not to share with them [this is for negative ones]
4) Do Zikrullah [soully music]. Hear any sound you like to hear [option music]
5) Don't be afraid to make mistake. Mistake is a good lesson for the future.
6) If you think you not-want-to-make-or-accidently-mistake-of someone else. Go blame them. Do mumbling on your own. This purpose can sometimes cheer up you. Hahaha....
7) Tawakkal. The last effort if the test. Let's Him decide the best for you. He knows you better than your ownself.

Holidays In [chap 1]

2009-06-30T22:25:00.005+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum w.b.t,

Long time no hear from me after the wedding of Kak Dija

Kinda to lazy to write anymore,

I went down of the Holiday's In as it's too much to say

Even thou I'm staying at home & having easily internet access

Very lazy...& enjoying just watching Korean Show, TV & hanging out with my family...

And obviously sleeping all the time

First chapter

I went for my driving courses,

Practicing with the least favor of my activity of life which is driving

Personally I'm more towards as viewer-part-car-person rather than a driver-person that drives...still, I had to go. This is my main mission of my holiday any way!

10 hours practices = 5x times = At 9.00am >> Went to practice at PLMI at Tampoi

Huiyo! Done. Finally, no more practicing at the parking & road.

But then, a week study++ with my [...???] not-so-much-legal-as I'm still L at Dream Golden Garden

About this adventure...there's bad & good side of the stories

Bads

>> I hit my dad's car front badly during u-turn

>> I had a hard time changing the gear from 3 to 2...

>> Always mistaken changing gear 2 to gear 4 at the corner...

>> I don't look car left-right

>> ...just to many of them [haih~]

But, the most important of the good sides is

"At the end of a learning from the driving lesson at the PLMI & extra-studies...

is my dad was confident with my driving & he believes that I can pass the test"

The moral of the driving part is....I did it.

I pass the JPJ test [18/6..10.30 am]

Alhmdulillah.

Thank you to all my road teachers, the parking instructor, the PLMI, my dad [mostly], my family in every kind of their support which helping me to go through it.

Wedding of the Year

2009-06-08T09:08:00.044+08:00

6th June 2009, our Naqibah Khadijah Riza Atiq
is an officially a legal wife to Bro.Syuhaib Ithnin

Hmm~
But, first allow me to tell you a small story about both of them

How do I know them??

I met Kak Dija [The Bride] & Syuhaib [The Groom] from a wonderful program that I participated when I was in 2nd Year 1 sem

Where?? At the IMPAC [The Inaugural Muslim-preneur Camp. Sorry if it's wrong. Don't remember ahh hahahaha...........]

Well, Syuhaib was the Project Manager while Kak Dija was the Financial-Controller.

Me?? Hehe, the cuet Secretary [My first experience being one]

Both of them treat me as their little sister & I will always look up to them if I have a problems...

Then, Kak Dija become our Naqibah

....

...........
.......after a quite somtimes

Tup2...both of them married to each other.

Wah! [Suprisingly.Ngee~]
We as Kak Dija little sisters, some of us stayed at her home
& others at K.Rehan's home.
We helps her preparing the final touch for her wedding preparation.
We were very much thankful to her parent allowed us staying there [hehehe...]
At Bandar Seri Putra,
but the akad was placed at Masjid Universiti, Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia and the Kenduri at the Dewan Gemilang, UKM
>>Bridemaid: Kak Lina
>>Photographers: Kak Mashi, K.Rehan, K.Rina & Me.
>>Technical Supports: Nik, Syema', K.Mun & Fe'ah MK [Invisible]

Hehe, my ex-PM now becomes our Big Bro [to:Usrah]

After this, boleh ler belanja ktorg semua makan. Haha~

Thank you for taking our dear Kak Dija as your faithful wife & trusty life partner.

"As man take oath to each other upon the rahmat He sends love & friendship forever. You take hands from one another and vows under the Almighty power, now you'll be legal as husband & wife. From the sunnah of the Prophet, both of you had to perform as the new generation which create the world as one & one for Him. May 4JJ1 bless you always & leads much better life now and hereafter. "

------------> "Until
Death do Us apart??"

~Neh~

"We will be together
happily
now, hereafter
and
stay at Jannah forever.
Insya4JJ1. Ameen" ------------>

[K.Lina, K.Mun, K.Mashi, Me, Groom & Bride, K.Rina, Syema', Nik and K.Rehan]
-Let's fight for milky way of da'wah-

Happy Growing

2009-06-04T10:56:00.009+08:00

Seeing my chibi-kun growing up [lil & small bro] remembering my own self during childhood.

Happy...naughty...energetic...won't listen to his Big Sis

Even though I get angry easily, voice-up everytime my mouth on... [which is me]

But he very much respect & love me more~

Always keep calling my name 'Along' 3x

Most of his time, playing his small toy & imaginated that he is the main hero...at the same time he would watch his favorite Pooh & Friends vcd's, Barney Show, etc.

Without any notice, he likely likes to speak in english...imitating what he learned by himself from every show he watch.

It still a wonder to me that my chibi-kun didn't need any help if himself have the interest to understand. He just speak out of his mind...say whatever that he think suit for him.

He also like to watch television just like me...especially the cartoon. No matter what we both think, cartoon is the best place to learn something. From the values to the language.

Hahaha...

>>And also to this a friend of mine.

>>A very good comrade just like N.A.N.M.A

>>Well, we didn't very much know each other but the fikrah leads our relationship to be bond strongly.

How do I say this? Good person with a big heart.

I hope you will grow more as incrediable Muslim.

I'm trying to know about the new hope for this special event which is today [Birthday]

but -zip-no-talking-

>>Seeing this friend will be a great leader in future

>> hope the world that you wanted is always there for everyone.

>>Look up to the sky that I believe you will successfull in your studies & your mission as 'abid on earth.

Whatever do you want, I hope 4JJ1 will grant you the best.

"Pray for the wishes that really needed for you not because of your desires. Coz sometimes desires comes from you nafs. The needed ones are what suit for you now & the best desires is what you will get is in reward at the end. Ask for this, the true reward which full of His rahmat to you. Insya4JJ1 upon you the greatest success in life & hereafter"

Happy Birthday dear friend on this 4th June 09

Happy Old day of your 21st Besday

Hahaha....

>>You are now officially older than me by month.

Chaiyok! Gambatene! Bittaufiq ma'an Najah!

Don't forget the 3 promises, ok! C ya later at UIA.

p/s: Sorry no gift. Next time, I'll buy you some fruit.k.

-Let's fight for milky way of da'wah-

May 4JJ1 bless U Grandpa

2009-05-28T21:19:00.008+08:00

When God loves us, He gives more than what we could imagine.
He send the greatest rahmat,
At the same time
He send the deepest pain.

Why??
To teach us to be an appreciate insan
To teach us to be thoughful person
To teach us to be en excellent 'abid
Such obvious...
Shows the real meaning of life;
A wise man will remember death.

Last tuesday, 26 June 09
2nd Jamadil akhir 1430 Hijrah
and like previous year
on the same day....but different date [Masihi & Hijrah]
Both of the creations had taken back to the real owner of this world.
The lives that He gives as a borrow to these both man
They had returned back to Him.
I believe they had perform in everything that they do
only do it just for Him.
For every part fo the lives by performing ibadah to Him.

It is a remind for us the living one;
We will get the reward if we do what He said.
We will get the punishment if we disobey what He said.
At the end of the road
Only left for us between the Jannah or Hell Fire.
So, which one we should choose??

>>Every mankind will sad once their loves one died that includes my family.
>>That last Tuesday, my grandpa returns back to his owner [4JJ1]
>>It was devastating for the whole family for the loss as he was a great person and always courage the young to be kind & success in life.
>>All his family will always remember him & the memory holds in our heart.
>>That day with same feeling....show to me
>>Both of my grandpa had left me behind and my family.
>>May 4JJ1 bless your soul with peace & harmony.
>>You will go now and...later I'll go also [Hmm~]
>>Ameen~

-Let's fight for milky way of da'wah-

My friend N.A.N.M.A

2009-05-25T00:28:00.008+08:00

Special dedication to my friend that I shortcut her name as N.A.N.M.A

N.A.N.M.A,

We been a good friend since school time, stuck together at matriculation

End up...at the same university

We been though a lot together, I like to annoyed her with my speech

That was my best part that I could give by reminding her that

I'll always there for her

Even though, we can be far away [we live at different college] busy with our daily life activities

I'll dail up her number or just give a short sms which by the way

I try to do my very best as her friend, saying that:

Not to give up about yourself

Perlu ke??

You might prove enough or maybe you need more than what you give now

Then you will succeed

Don't worry to much on the problems you had especially talk about money [Argh!]

N.A.N.M.A

She's sometimes can't handle her stress...you know

Dizziness, headache...bad mood

She can't even let her self to be distracted and I know she really needs one.

She needs to take a break.

The work will be done sooner or later anyway Nanma.

Weekend? Do something else. There's a lot of fun things that you were once and always like...

Playing games with your buddies.

Go! Enjoy the games. Don't even you DARE to think about it during the play.

Distress yourself from pain of your back head.

You needs more than oksigen. Means more air/space to breath for more excitement in life.

Allows the work to be enjoyable....

Plays more so you can be happy in order to finish the jobs.

Well, done N.A.N.M.A!!!

I know you can do it.

And thank you for letting me to help you.

Sorry about the harsh words when I'm smsing you.

Truthfully if I can I wanna punch you... [Geramnye]

Believe this:

-->He who always with those who holds patience which then He gives on His rahmat for you to handle the situation. So, patience is a part of Iman. Don't you want the reward?

You see N.A.N.M.A,

I'm not here to hear the problems but I'm here to lend my ears to help you by solving it.

And I'm not the one who solving it. The decision is in your hands.

You're the only person had the answer which 4JJ1 grants it for you. That its the best solution.

Just take a step one after the other.

I know the feeling of the hardship of our jobs.

Cause we are at the same road, taking us forward for better future.

Especially for our dear K.

Let's us be the new voice for tomorrow plan.

If you fell, I'm also feel the same hurt.

But...

Don't worry we will be back on the same track

Stand up high to the sky

Fighting to get His Jannah & Mardhatillah

Holds so much to our Heart "We're an educated Da'ie"

Together we seek to prove it entirely. Insya4JJ1.

Chaiyok! Go, go, go~

*P/S: N.A.N.M.A...hopes you understand :d

-Let's fight for milky way of da'wah-

That's all for now. ERAT'09

2009-05-15T16:54:00.014+08:00

-->Truthfully, I'm very lazy to update my blog [arghh!! Agaknye bila lh nk hbs post ERAT ni]

[Lupa lak...memg best ler kalo dgr. Slot: Antara Cinta & Cita-Cita.]

Nmpknye, mederator Mentor Rehan sg bijak berbhs. Hehe...Ok! Then, our next petang activity (^_^)v

[Activity: Protege pulling out all their workout to make the Yummy Donut]

[Biasalah....end wat donut, kenelah PROMOTE. Ok. "Ini donut buatan..."]

[These donuts made by protege sisters....nmpk sedap kan~ Pass ni leh join BM,hehehe...]

[Ceritera Ruhiah bersama Dr.Zulfakar dari UIA, Gombak dan Dr.Harlina dari HUKM, KL. Oppss...sori pic Dr.Zulfakar mostly blurry. Sory for the technical probs]

[Sesj nk mencapapkan muka PM hehehe...bg cenderamata kpd Dr.Harlina. Tq bebyk Dr.Har]

[Last bermakan di ERAT, semoga adik2 protege kenyang mkn yg disediakan. Lain kali basuh pinggan & cawan yg telah digunakan ya (^_^*

[Our ERAT's Career Session with certain jobcopes were prepared for protege becoming student to-be in IPTA. E.g Engineering, Medicine, Education, Counselor, Mathematician, Human Science, etc. Another is the University Session, hearing from facilitators from different university and talk about the university that protege would like to hear. Like UITM, UIA G & K, UNISEL, UNITEN, INTEC, Pra-U like Matric UIA, PASUM, Matric KPM, DQ, etc]

[Lastly, GoodBye ceremony with ala2 KBM with Abg Bai...]

Thank you very much to all the protege participated to this wonderful program. Hope to see your success in university. Don't ever2 give up to get your dreams. Hold on, give all out & always pray. He who Most Merciful heard every whispers & wishes of His creations. Do contact us, ok? See you around.To all the mentors, arigatogazaimas. Work hard more for more successful future. Gambate kuda sait!!! -k.aMiNah-

Evening meal feeds with treasure-hunt

2009-05-03T01:02:00.016+08:00

Again, again & again...more games to go.

Okay protege...play more (^_^)v

(1) Crawl like centipedes
Crawl over and don't separate your teammates...
(2) Live or dead balloon
Common on guys... Elak the perosak belon. Haha...
(3) Spider Web

"Teammates helps me..."
(4) Railway Notes
Captain...where's our notes?? Find it quickly
Posing jap eh...smile~
(5) Tepung oh tepungBlew it all...get's the prize. Yey!
(6) Wizzes Quizzes
Ngee~ Mind taker? Face ur self with our sirah questions.
(7) Pops the balloons
Pass up the balloons guys, just don't make it fall.
(8) Menu Sihat
Drink that belacan+bawang everyone...
Egg+Sambal+peria+bawang...eat every last one. Ngee~ The result???
Urghh...taste like ****
(9) Tali Jumanji
Wei, where's the people??? Opss...no pictures specifically.Xde gmbo brothers.
(10) Puzzles Box Kami dari powergroup...melaporkan diri, sir! Ni betul abg Donut??? -->Put your hands inside the box and find the missing puzzles. Feel anything??? Hehe~
(11) Ropes & GrabAll together now...be careful, all for one & one for all. Pull here & don't let it go!!

-to be continued-

Sweet Limbo & tearful style

2009-05-02T23:03:00.016+08:00

Yah! The times has come... where the Limbo checkpoint stated the most sweet & teary activity.
So, what the protege should do in this checkpoint? Hehe, ape lagi wat mcm gaya limbo biasa... It's just you have to do it in the water. The rope that we used was put up really over the height of the water. In order to cross over, you have to cross your hand & ears. Swim in that position under the water between the line to another side. Hehe, here at ERAT new style of limbo. We use two ropes.
Hahaha.... Don't worry the river can be very hard to fight, its very tiring~

-Thank you to our dear witty mentors aMiNah, Asma' zubir, Haziq, PaAn & Husni [Cameraman]-
Ok. Don't forget our next check point...let's see some horrified pictures. Kt cni pun activitynye bukan calang-calang tu. Make sure that candle's light always on. Go to the end of the river road. Hehe, be very careful about the distruption along the way. If it's out, you'll pay. Hahaha....

-Allow me to say thank you for adik2 protege to all the mentors at this checkpoint.
Mentors:Farhah, Nad, Hijrah, Mun, Usamah.
And also to our best runner of this jungle trekking.
Mentors: Sani, Qamar & Afra'-